My boyfriend lost 3 lbs this week. Me, I don’t know if I lost anything because I’ve been afraid of the scale for over a month. By not looking I can still think, “Maybe I lost weight, maybe I didn’t.” I guess it keeps away the disappointing feeling of not losing anything. Not only that, it lets me avoids the very real possibility that I gained weight in my time off the exercise schedule.
I am trying so hard to weigh in today. Wait, that sounds stupid. Anytime someone says they are trying to do something simply means they aren’t trying at all. Either I will or I won’t, there’s no trying involved. Okay, I am trying so hard to find the motivation…
Of course I can’t remember what I wrote the first time. I say face the music and weigh yourself. You may be surprised and then you can should a loud WOOHOO and pat yourself on the back, and if you did gain, then so what, you’ve lost before and can do it again. Come on Jodi, you can do this!
Now get on that scale and see what is going on, the only way you can move on is by knowing what your starting point is right?